“Praise the Lord, O my soul,
and forget not all His benefits--
Who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
Who redeems you from the put
and crowns you
with love and compassion,
Who satisfies your desires
with good things
so that your youth is
renewed like the eagle’s”
Psalm 103:2-5
The
snow fell and whitened the road that I was driving down. It looked like large wisps of wool and
silenced the hills. Sitting on top of a
fence post was a hawk. The hawk wasn’t
moving; he just sat there, wings folded, surveying the same white and silenced
world I was looking at.
I thought about
what might be going through his mind: how
does his world now compare to the spring, where freshly sprung green grass dances
on the hillsides with those surprising spots of color as the wildflowers make their
appearance? Or to the summer: where the
wildflowers have withered away and the wild grasses now lie in the relentless
sun and grow tawny brown? Or to the
fall, where the earth is spent and awaits the approaching cold and snow?
And
yet, he still sat there, his world now white, silent and so very different from
the hillsides of a few months back. I
started thinking: he must know that
somehow, someway, those hillsides will return.
They have every season he has been here.
He was not just surveying his world as it was; he saw it as it will
become. Therein lies his strength: he knows change is coming--he can’t say
when--but he knows that the world will awake from its snowy slumber.
Our
poet and king, David, knew that too, and celebrated it in Psalm 103. He knew the power of contemplating the green
hillsides of the past with his Lord, and how his soul has been blessed, healed
and loved by Him. His contemplation of
God’s provision back then gives him to the strength to face now. Youth was bestowed upon him not by turning
back the clock, but by an infusion of hope into his spirit, that was bending
under the load of "now."
Memory
is powerful: we can close our eyes, and
see back to where the Lord was so evident in our lives. Even if snow covers the ground, or will in
the future, by seeing what the Lord has graciously provided in the past, our
strength is renewed. We can see the
green hillsides under the snow.
Prayer
The hills are covered in snow, Lord, or I see
clouds looming on the horizon that are bringing cold, biting winds. I need renewal of my spirit: joy in my heart, peace in my mind. Help me to revisit those green hillsides of
Your power in my life, and walk among the dancing grasses. The snow is cold and I am weak; but I will be
renewed by Your presence. Change will
come--I can’t say when--but it will come.
It has before. Spring always
follows winter. In Jesus’ mighty Name,
amen.
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