Life lessons from the place where God's Creation and His Word come together.
Tuesday, August 28, 2018
Thursday, August 23, 2018
Stronghold Starter #8: Childhood Wounds, Physical & Mental Health Challenges: I Am Who They Say I Am
We are exploring how pride is at the core of allowing Satan to start an incursion in our lives. He whispers into our darkness, our hidden places, and with his lies, he starts to build his castle in our hearts. If our pride is operating, that's an open door for him to slither in and start working.
Wait a minute! My childhood wounds, my physical and mental challenges have no pride component.
I didn't ask to be sexually abused.
I didn't ask for M.S.
I didn't ask for bipolar disorder.
I wouldn't wish what I have or struggle with on anyone.
Agreed. This is not about blame. It's about bondage.
Take a moment here to consider Paul. He says in Philippians 3:4-6: "If someone else thinks they have reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for righteousness based on the law, faultless."
To someone on the outside, this looks impressive. But how much does Paul actually choose? Circumcision? No. To be Jewish? No. His tribe? No.
What were Paul's actual choices? To become a Pharisee? Yes. Persecuting the church with vigor? Yes. Following the Law to the letter? Yes.
So Paul is a combination of many things: his past, present and the choices he made with his history in mind. But, if you had heard Paul before he was knocked off his donkey, his resume would have been recited with pride. Even though much of his life was not of his choosing, he would have acted as if he was the greatest thing since Pop Tarts.
But after his list, look what he says, "But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith." (Phil. 3:7-9.) [emphasis mine]
Did you catch that? His life, his past, his choices--all "garbage." The original word in the Greek is actually "dung." What do you do with garbage/dung? Throw it away. It has no value. It is the salt that is worthless, only to be thrown out and trampled under foot.
Whatever defined him, whether of choice or imposed, was equally tossed onto the garbage heap.
Why? He is now defined by Christ. His life, his past his choices: now are for Christ, of Christ and by Christ. Who he was, who he was called, how he saw himself, is now taken from the life of Christ.
Look at the next verses: "I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Phil. 3:10-14)
But, let us counter our pride and Satan's incursion with Paul's declaration of freedom: "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit who gives life has set you free from the law of sin and death." (Rom. 8:1)
Wait a minute! My childhood wounds, my physical and mental challenges have no pride component.
I didn't ask to be sexually abused.
I didn't ask for M.S.
I didn't ask for bipolar disorder.
I wouldn't wish what I have or struggle with on anyone.
Agreed. This is not about blame. It's about bondage.
Take a moment here to consider Paul. He says in Philippians 3:4-6: "If someone else thinks they have reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for righteousness based on the law, faultless."
To someone on the outside, this looks impressive. But how much does Paul actually choose? Circumcision? No. To be Jewish? No. His tribe? No.
What were Paul's actual choices? To become a Pharisee? Yes. Persecuting the church with vigor? Yes. Following the Law to the letter? Yes.
So Paul is a combination of many things: his past, present and the choices he made with his history in mind. But, if you had heard Paul before he was knocked off his donkey, his resume would have been recited with pride. Even though much of his life was not of his choosing, he would have acted as if he was the greatest thing since Pop Tarts.
But after his list, look what he says, "But whatever were gains to me I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God on the basis of faith." (Phil. 3:7-9.) [emphasis mine]
Did you catch that? His life, his past, his choices--all "garbage." The original word in the Greek is actually "dung." What do you do with garbage/dung? Throw it away. It has no value. It is the salt that is worthless, only to be thrown out and trampled under foot.
Whatever defined him, whether of choice or imposed, was equally tossed onto the garbage heap.
Why? He is now defined by Christ. His life, his past his choices: now are for Christ, of Christ and by Christ. Who he was, who he was called, how he saw himself, is now taken from the life of Christ.
Look at the next verses: "I want to know Christ—yes, to know the power of his resurrection and participation in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, attaining to the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Phil. 3:10-14)
His sense of who he is and his purpose of life is to get to know Christ more deeply, more passionately, and to become, in this life, more and more like Him, through His power. Paul's humility shines, however; he knows he is not there yet by any stretch, but he presses on.
What does this have to do with bondage? Look at some other verses where Paul identifies his adherence to the Law as bondage, full of fear: "For those who are led by the Spirit of God are the children of God. The Spirit you received does not make you slaves, so that you live in fear again; rather, the Spirit you received brought about your adoption to sonship. And by him we cry, 'Abba, Father.' The Spirit himself testifies with our spirit that we are God’s children. Now if we are children, then we are heirs—heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ, if indeed we share in his sufferings in order that we may also share in his glory." (Rom. 8:14-17) [emphasis mine]
Paul is now defined as a child, free, adopted, an intimate with God, heir and co-heir, and beloved participant in His divine plan.
Wow. No more garbage. No more bondage. No more defining himself.
Wait, hear comes Satan.
His whispers are scalding, devious and mocking: Yeah, OK, Paul. Fine. You were a Jew of Jews. Big whoop. Not much to leave behind, I suppose. But, they are all snickering behind your back, though... "Paul the Wacko Christ Follower. Who'd want to follow a crucified self-proclaimed Messiah anyway? Pharisees get respect, and even the Romans stay out of our way." OK, take on a new title. But let's focus on the murder part of your past. You persecuted the church, not just with words but with stones and blood. You relished dying followers of that deluded rabbi, and you enjoyed the respect and prestige that such a zealous defender of Judaism received. But you have blood on your hands, Paul. Forever. Yup, you followed the Law all right. To the point of killing Christians. No god is that forgiving. Go tell that to the victims' families. I can hear it now: "Hey guys! I am a Christian now! You lost your brother, but hey, not my problem now, 'cause I am no longer that guy!"
But Paul is no longer identified with what he did--zealot, murderer, high and mighty teacher--he is now identified with Christ. His chains are gone. He is free in Christ.
Paul's identity, once given to him by his heritage, his actions and his life, is now given to him by Christ.
So, our diagnosis, our past, our challenges are not who we are if we know Christ.
Do we press on? Yes.
Will we need help along the way? Yes.
Will God use counselors, friends, pastors, medications and His love to help us heal? Yes.
Will Satan try to derail us in our progress? Yes. Count on it.
Will pride try to tell us we are who we are, and we should take identity in that? Yes.
Will pride tell us we are survivors? Yes.
Will pride tell us it's the society that is messed up and not us? Yes.
Will pride tell us we should not have to change to some outdated biblical standard? Yes.
As our pride speaks, in slithers Satan, and we start to blame others for our deep pain. Then the bondage begins.
Emphasis mine and amen!
Thursday, August 16, 2018
Stronghold Starter #7: Doubt & Confusion: "Did God Really Say..." (Gen. 3:1)
“Now the serpent was more crafty than any of
the wild animals the Lord God
had made. He said to the woman, ‘Did God really say, “You must not eat from any
tree in the garden”?’” (Gen. 3:1) [my emphasis]
Can you hear it?
A subtle whisper, an insinuating comment, a moment when, surrounded by
God’s good creation and loving provision, Eve heard evil… She had never seen it,
heard it or experienced its potent sting.
But there it was, coming from a fascinating creature, slithering in the
dappled sunlight around a branch. Or
perhaps he was moving smoothly along the ground, in control and mesmerizing to
watch.
Isn’t that sin at its “best”? Fascinating, potent, acting in control and
smooth.
Isn’t that Satan at his
“best”?
Confusion was the result of this encounter. Because Eve has not hid the words of God in
her heart so she might not sin against God
(Ps. 119:11), she opened herself to another gospel, if you will. Look what Paul says and apply them to Eve
(with my commentary):
"I marvel that ye are so soon removed from him that
called you into the grace of Christ unto another gospel: (Why are you listening to this creature? How could his words have any merit? He is a creature, not the Creator.) Which is not another; but there be some that
trouble you, and would pervert the gospel of Christ. (Unless the words fall from the Creator’s lips, they are suspect. Anything other God’s very words are to be
avoided.) But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any
other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be
accursed. (Even if Adam gets it wrong or
a lovely snake entices you to ponder his seemingly innocent words, God is not
to be doubted. Look around you Eve: All you see is the result of God’s love for
you. Why would God then speak falsely?) As we said before, so say I now again, if any man
preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be
accursed. (Run, Eve, run!) For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to
please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ. (You can’t be in fellowship with anyone or
anything that mocks or insinuates that God is not truthful. Light and dark were separated at creation;
God wants it to stay that way, whether in the heavens or in your heart.) But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which
was preached of me is not after man. (You
have direct access to God, Eve, in this Garden. Go to Him to clarify and
understand His words.)
For I neither received it of man, neither was I
taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ. (Adam was taught by God Himself and you have God Himself for fellowship
as well. I say it again, Eve: RUN!) (Gal. 1:6-12)
We have God’s Word as well. We have the fellowship of God in our hearts,
because of His Son’s sacrifice. The Holy
Spirit reminds us of God’s truth. Satan loves to still sow the seed of doubt,
which leads to confusion.
Have you eve watch a squirrel cross a busy
road? From the curb, the road looked
safe. Or that tree on the other side is
so enticing that a confidence in speed will overcome fear. So, out it goes. The reality of cars strike doubt into the
squirrel, and now with its heart racing, it is confused as to whether to
continue crossing or run back to its starting point.
Now, if it makes it back to the curb, it will be
emboldened to try this again, at a later date.
Nothing happened to dissuade the squirrel from its quest this time.
If it doesn’t, the magpies gratefully come down
and dine on its carcass.
We are squirrels in this fallen world. But Jesus promises us His presence to
navigate this world: “ I will not leave you as orphans; I
will come to you.” (John 14:18).
So, with Jesus’ presence, we have the very Truth
of God. So, when Satan insinuates to us
about God’s capacity to lie, counter
that with:
“God is not human, that he should lie,
not a human being, that he should change his mind.
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfill?” (Numbers 23:19)
not a human being, that he should change his mind.
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfill?” (Numbers 23:19)
“The god of this age has
blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the
gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God.” (2
Cor. 4:4)
“But there were also false prophets among the
people, just as there will be false teachers among you. They will secretly
introduce destructive heresies, even denying the sovereign Lord who bought
them—bringing swift destruction on themselves.” (2 Peter 2:1)
There’s the progression of the satanic quest to
disparage God’s character:
1. Claim God lies or misrepresents truth.
2. Deceive people to serve another “god” whom appears
more reliable.
3. Seek out those teachers who think now like you do,
who are in fact perpetuating the lie.
Away we go down an ever-darkening road. We trade the light for darkness, the truth for a lie and pride for peace.
But, we are children of the Light. Flee from the darkness and cling, without
reservation, to the Light, to His Word and the to hope that is within you.
Thursday, August 9, 2018
Stronghold Starter #6 Lust: I Deserve to Get My Needs Met, No Matter The Cost
I know, I know.
We all think of sex when it come to lust. But, if you check the word in Greek, you will get: “to set one’s heart upon.” You desire it. You long for it. You can
also long for something forbidden.
(Strong’s)
We are all familiar with the words of Jesus: “But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has
already committed adultery with her in his heart.” (Matt. 5:28) Obviously, Jesus rightly discerned how what
we think in our minds can quickly come to fruition and become action.
But He also looked
deeper into the human heart and saw how our longings can become our consumings,
to coin a word.
Of course, we can
be tempted to long for sex. We think
that another relationship, another encounter, another kind of experience will
fill that deep void in us once and for all.
There’s the rub: lust is the one appetite that is never satiated. We moderns call it “sex addiction.” Addiction, by definition, is an never-ending
pursuit of that high. Why? That high, for now, makes us forget our
lives.
But, let’s look at the deeper picture. "Lust” in Greek can be translated in
different ways, although it’s the same word:
“For truly I tell you, many prophets and righteous
people longed to see what you
see but did not see it, and to hear what you hear but did not hear
it.” (Matt. 13:17)
“And he said to
them, “I have eagerly desired
to eat this Passover with you before I suffer.” (Luke 22:15)
Do you see it? This word carries a meaning of a heart deeply immersed in longing, desiring, wanting; clearly, this can be seen in a positive way. Jesus told His disciples that the prophets of old wanted desperately to see what they then saw: the Messiah, the Deliverer of God’s people, the very Son of David, whose kingdom is forever.
Jesus used the word
of Himself; He knew His days were numbered. He wanted to share a meal that
represented deliverance and His impending death would do just that for His
disciples and the world.
But the darker side
of longing, blended with our pride that puts us at the center, creates a
longing that moves us as far way from God as we can get:
“For the flesh desires what is contrary to the Spirit,
and the Spirit what is contrary to the flesh. They are in conflict with
each other, so that you are not to do whatever you want.” (Gal. 5:17)
So, with our flesh
in the lead, the longing for God gets derailed into a longing for anything but
Him; we are trapped by our longings, because they will never satisfy us. Ever.
Why? We were made for God, pure
and simple. No one or nothing else will
fill the God-shaped void in our heart.
So, how to maneuver
this choice between longing for the dark and longing for the light?
Do not set foot on the
path of the wicked
or walk in the way of evildoers.
Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
For they cannot rest until they do evil;
they are robbed of sleep till they make someone stumble.
or walk in the way of evildoers.
Avoid it, do not travel on it;
turn from it and go on your way.
For they cannot rest until they do evil;
they are robbed of sleep till they make someone stumble.
(Prov. 4:14-16)
Don’t get into the arena
of sin in the first place. If I don’t
want to go three rounds with Mike Tyson and get pummeled to a pulp, I don’t
climb into the ring in the first place. If he pounds me on the
street, that’s assault and battery. But if he pounds me in the
ring, that’s a sporting event carried on national television and the winner gets
a prize and prestige.
My task? Again, look at the advice Proverbs gives:
Above all else,
guard your heart,
for everything you do flows from it.
Keep your mouth free of perversity;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
Let your eyes look straight ahead;
fix your gaze directly before you.
Give careful thought to the paths for your feet
and be steadfast in all your ways.
Do not turn to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
for everything you do flows from it.
Keep your mouth free of perversity;
keep corrupt talk far from your lips.
Let your eyes look straight ahead;
fix your gaze directly before you.
Give careful thought to the paths for your feet
and be steadfast in all your ways.
Do not turn to the right or the left;
keep your foot from evil.
(Prov.
4: 23-27)
Ultimately, because of
pride, we will rationalize our sin as meeting a need (regardless of the cost)
because we deserve it:
Hey, it’s online! It’s
not like I am having an affair or anything!
When I verb of choice, I feel better. Don’t deny me that. I have earned it.
I have been good for fill in the amount of time, so I deserve a break to indulge a
little. I promise it’s only a little.
Who are you to judge? You don’t know the struggles I face.
God may help you, but He’s checked out on me. Guess I will try to overcome this myself.
I can still hang out with my ex- fill in the addiction friends.
Yeah, they tempt me, but I gotta stand strong. If I fail, God is there to forgive me.
At the core of these
statements is, I will get my needs met—now.
The consequences? I am not
worried about that now, just get me to Distraction Junction as soon as
possible, so I can board that train and forget my life for a while.
Lust in us is longing, yet the road we are on distracts us from our true calling--residing in Christ--and drives us deeper and deeper into sin.
Trust in Him, however, is true fulfillment.
God will fill every
corner of our hearts, if we allow it.
This is key. Jesus will not trespass. He must be invited in. If you leave a door locked, with your guilty
pleasure tucked inside, He won’t break the door down. But Satan will, and will add more and more
pleasure and guilt for you to hide in that locked room. He loves the dark corners of your heart, and
blackmail you with shame and guilt.
Guilt says, (with Satan’s
voiceover) What you did was bad. You can't help yourself. Others do the same thing and get away with it. Just forget about it.
Shame says, (with Satan’s
booming voiceover) You are bad. You were born that way. You are who you are. Take pride in it, 'cause that's all you've got. Make the best of it.
“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, God’s special possession, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.” (1 Peter 2:9)
You are chosen in Christ, arrayed in His robe of righteousness and a bride, inestimably loved.
You are a priest, allowed to walk into the very throne room of God, arrayed in Christ and speaking to the Father without fear.
You are part of a holy nation, made up of those who walk in Christ, not in their own power, but in His.
You are special, held in His hands, never to be let go. Ever.
You are His messenger. You tell of the Light as you walk in the light and you announce to the Darkness that you are free in Him. Whoever is free in Him is free indeed.
Wednesday, July 25, 2018
Sword Time! Scriptures to Tear Down #5!
If we are to counter the whisperings that God doesn't care, or that fear is our permanent status, then we must unsheath our sword. In other words, let's open the Word when fear, insecurity and questioning God's trustworthiness hits our hearts. Remember: The S/Word is our weapon of warfare as we engage in battle.
I should have brought forth the word in the earlier blog, but it is so easy to become wrapped up in our won stories, and lose sight of the Rock upon which we stand.
Here we go:
S/Word Swing: "When I am afraid, I put my trust in you." (Ps. 56:3) ("be bold confident, secure, sure"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." (1 John 4:18) ("brought to its end, finished"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." (Ps. 46:1) ("assistance"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline." (2 Timothy 1:6-7) ("an admonishing or calling to soundness of mind, to moderation and self-control"--Strong's)
The net result of the axiom is you feeling sorry for yourself ("Thanks a bunch, God. I ain't handling this!") and having others feel sorry for you ("She is a victim of such terrible circumstances!")
I should have brought forth the word in the earlier blog, but it is so easy to become wrapped up in our won stories, and lose sight of the Rock upon which we stand.
Here we go:
S/Word Swing: "When I am afraid, I put my trust in you." (Ps. 56:3) ("be bold confident, secure, sure"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love." (1 John 4:18) ("brought to its end, finished"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble." (Ps. 46:1) ("assistance"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline." (2 Timothy 1:6-7) ("an admonishing or calling to soundness of mind, to moderation and self-control"--Strong's)
S/Word Swing: "No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, [tested, testing] he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it." (1 Cor. 10:13) ("an egress, way out, exit"--Strong's)
So, I must engage in a wee bit of commentary. If we trust, we have confidence in what we do, correct? If I trust my car is in working order, I climb in, turn the ignition and away I go. If I have a lemon, then I am never sure of its reliability.
God is reliable because He is utterly trustworthy, for He has shown His mercy and grace time and time again. Read His Word and follow His grace-filled story of warning, punishment and then restoration. Satan harps on the punishment part, because it makes God look capricious. But Satan ignores (and so do we) the "bookends" of God's mercy: He warns His people, follows through if they ignore Him and then later will restore them with lovingkindness.
Final word: Many people quote an axiom that goes something like this: "God will not give you more than you can handle." So, if your daughter is sick and then dies, you can bear this, because God gave this to you, knowing you can handle it.
WHAT?
We usually quote this as if to comfort the person with some kind of biblical-sounding wisdom. GO TO THE WORD, PLEASE. Look carefully at 1 Corinthians 10:13, which I believe is the mother to this illegitimate child of a saying.
God doesn't hand you two tons of burden, asking you to carry it, because He knows you can handle it. He then leaves the situation, takes a seat in the cosmic bleachers and watches you, to see how you are doing. HUH?
The Word says that tempting (Satan capitalizing on our own desires--James 1:13-15) or testing (our character and how much we trust God--James 1:2-4)) will come. Jesus faced Satan all the time, whether in the desert, through the scornful attacks by the Pharisees or the betrayal by a friend, and He wasn't told, "Handle it, Son."
God is "ever-present" in our trials and temptations. God does not leave us in our greatest moment of pain and suffering. We are not laboratory mice where God sees how much humanity can take.
We are His sons and daughters. If you look at the final words of the verse, He will provide a "way out" or "exit" in the Greek.
Think of it this way. You are in a burning building. Maybe you fell asleep with a cigarette in your hand, or forgot to turn off the stove. Maybe your old toaster sparked and caught fire. Maybe some neighborhood malcontent threw a lighted match into a pile of leaves and your house caught fire. Does it matter? Yes, maybe later for reflection and seeking what God would have you learn and grow in the knowledge of...but for now, you want out.
The firefighter shows up. He knows the way in and the safest way out--that is part of his training. He comes over and takes your hand, leading you out the front door, where the flames haven't yet engulfed.
Now, according to the axiom, you yell, "Hey! I can handle this!" (Not!)
According to His Word, God, says, "Come this way, child. Follow Me out."
Stuck in the muck.
The net result of His Word is you have pain and suffering yes, just as Jesus did, and He will show you "the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." (Phil. 4:7)
The net result of His Word is you have pain and suffering yes, just as Jesus did, and He will show you "the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." (Phil. 4:7)
Locked on the Rock.
You will grow in your trust of Him. You will be a light to His faithfulness in the battle.
I know which one I'd choose.
You will grow in your trust of Him. You will be a light to His faithfulness in the battle.
I know which one I'd choose.
Monday, July 23, 2018
Stronghold Starter #5: Insecurity, Fear, Lack of Trust: God is Not Reliable. I Take Care of Me.
Whew. This one is HUGE.
I trust God...How dare you say I don't?
I am a Christian. Of course, I trust God.
I have faith. I decree it. I claim it in Jesus' name. God does it. What more do you want?
Yes, I have fear. But I love God. Trust? Wow. I just don't know...
OK. This can be a sensitive subject, because it sounds like a formula:
Let's look at the disciples. They walked every day for three years as followers of Jesus. They saw Him eat, sleep, walk on water, feed thousands, raise the dead, heal, confront, turn over tables in the Temple and a whole lot more. John comments that "Jesus performed many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name." (John 20:30-1)
Yet they still, in spite of all this, needed forgiveness. Grace. More faith. More trust. So, this is not an accusation, but an acknowledgement of our proclivity to rely on ourselves when the going gets tough.
I trust God...How dare you say I don't?
I am a Christian. Of course, I trust God.
I have faith. I decree it. I claim it in Jesus' name. God does it. What more do you want?
Yes, I have fear. But I love God. Trust? Wow. I just don't know...
OK. This can be a sensitive subject, because it sounds like a formula:
I accepted Jesus in faith + I am a new creation = God wants the best for me
Let's look at the disciples. They walked every day for three years as followers of Jesus. They saw Him eat, sleep, walk on water, feed thousands, raise the dead, heal, confront, turn over tables in the Temple and a whole lot more. John comments that "Jesus performed many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not recorded in this book. But these are written that you may believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name." (John 20:30-1)
We all know the story of the man who believed in Jesus, yet wanted more belief:
"Jesus said to him, 'If you can believe, all things are possible to him who believes.'
Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, 'Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!'"(Mark 9:23-4)
Immediately the father of the child cried out and said with tears, 'Lord, I believe; help my unbelief!'"(Mark 9:23-4)
The father had some faith, or he would not have approached Jesus. But he realized very quickly that his faith was not up to the enormous task--perhaps for the first time in a long time he could not rely on himself to figure it out. He was afraid. He may have thought that God was unreliable, for if sickness or demon possession is punishment from God, how could his son from birth be guilty? The son's torment did not fit into a neat category, and cast doubt about the goodness of God.
This is at the heart of this Stronghold Starter: Pride whispers in our ear that we are foolish to rely on God because how could He allow something so horrible to happen in the first place? We are afraid that our whole belief system and our faith are lies. We feel insecure, because if God is not reliable, then who can you trust?
We turn to ourselves. We try to control the situation with our _______________. We get limited results, but they are results, darn it! We didn't have to wait and wait and wait! We did something now.
Now, what if that blank is filled in with the word, "faith"? Uh-oh. Now we are stepping on the toes of those who believe this way: My faith is a gateway to God's blessing. More faith, more blessings. My faith unlocks the treasure chest of all that God wants me to have--money, health, prosperity, my best life--and with my faith operational, the chest flies open and I am flooded with His goodness towards me.
But what about the one who says, Am I? But my child is still sick. I did not get the promotion. I didn't get that car I wanted, for the loan was turned down. The results from my examination came back positive and so I must return to my doctor for more treatments.
Solution? More faith, of course. I haven't released enough. I have negatively confessed my worries, concerns, fears, and insecurity, and so no wonder: my faith is stifled by my words. I must get more faith. God wants all the good that heaven holds for me, so if it's not raining down and making my desert bloom, it's me. Help me in my unbelief...no, wait! Help me to speak only faith-filled words.
Where is God in all of this? I, I, I...starts every sentence.
God is my Servant, released to do His best for me by my faith.
But is God reliable? Will He released those things He has for me even if my faith is weak? Did Jesus withhold healing of the demon-possessed boy because the father's faith was weak? No. Jesus healed the boy because God is good.
So, why is the Prosperity Gospel so popular in the US? In the Third World? It packaged skillfully but at its root is the same idea: Get Faith, Get the Goodies of God. Lack Faith, Lack Getting the Goodies of God.
Harsh? No, because I have spent time with this gospel and those who follow it. I find it disturbing, because it appeals to the "I" that we all have. But more to the point, it appeals to a fundamental belief that God is not good in and of Himself, but needs us to release His goodness by our faith.
We won't call Him "unreliable" until our son dies, our job is taken away, or our health breaks down. We might not say it at first, but after many years of mustering faith and our lives still have struggles, failures and pain, we grow weary.
The formula doesn't work and God's character is called into question.
BOOM! That is exactly what Satan wants. He is always trying to assassinate God's character. What better way than to twist the Gospel and the idea of faith, have a large number of people join up watching wealthy preachers who seem to have unlocked God's blessings, and then one day, no matter how great the faith, the answer doesn't come.
We don't see those folks at altar. We don't see those folks at the church. They are gone, because God's "failure" (really, it's the faulty teaching) has shown Him to be "unreliable."
They have come to a place where they trust only themselves. Satan is smiling.
Finally, how do people get attracted to such a gospel? Unspoken but compelling reasons exist deep in the hearts of people I have seen with these beliefs:
God didn't protect me when I was abused, so He owes me. My daddy/brutish male figure ain't controlling me, I am controlling Daddy.
Had an absentee dad, so now my heavenly Father will fulfill my longing for material goods.
I have power now. I have felt so powerless over the years, but in this church, I am excited again! I can decree it and God will answer me!
My life is a sad accumulation of poor choices, but when I speak in faith, I am no longer affected by those choices. For awhile, at least.
I am more spiritually attuned than those other churches that teach of Christ's suffering and having to wait on God. No way. God wants it for me now, so my faith releases it now!
My heart hurts for those who stand broken on this road, with Satan whispering in their hearts about how more faith is needed, how God is holding out, how He is unreliable.
Jesus, Who never had a beautiful home, lots of money, prestige, fame and followers is for the rest of us, who cry out, "Lord, help me in my unbelief."
Monday, July 9, 2018
Stronghold Starter #4: Greed/Envy: I Deserve More. Others? Less.
In the pursuit of wealth and the good life:
When it's you, you are being greedy.
Do you notice the duplicity? I have rationalized my greediness into something respectable. My motives are noble and yours are not.
But greed by any other name would still stink. Why? Greed is love misplaced. Greed says:
I deserve it. (God is taking too long or just doesn't understand the needs I have.)
I deserve more. (God will meet my needs, yes, but my wants? I have to provide.)
I need more. (God just doesn't understand the emptiness I feel; money and stuff help fill the void.)
I can give more to the Kingdom. (But I skim off my portion first; God gets the leftovers.)
My love for God is being poisoned, for deep inside I really don't trust Him. My love gets poured into what I can do and what I can control. Look what Jesus says in Matthew 6:24: “No one can serve two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money."
Service comes from loyalty, love and trust. I can serve me or I can trust God's love for me, and serve Him.
OK. We expect the world to be greedy. They don't have the Lord. But I have seen greed in church. I have seen it in me in church. I have seen my greed become envy and it is disgusting:
Hey! I am a talented singer. Why is she on the worship team and not me?
Hey! I wanted to be the women's ministry leader: I am the most mature. Why wasn't I picked?
Hey! I have the most knowledge of the Bible than any of those folks. I should be upfront teaching.
Hey! The men in our church are so passive. Why can't women be pastors? Why does the Word limit us?
So, greed and its mini-me, envy, become a mindset. "I, I, I..." is the key of the song of pride I sing. I assume God has a limited number of pie slices of service, so if you get one slice, you've taken one from me. So, I have to push, scheme and pray that I get it. If I don't get it, I have the right to resent you.
Even if the Lord has closed the door to me, I still look over my shoulder at you. But I am like Lot's wife--I am encased in the salt of pride and greed. I deserve this! You? Not so much.
Look at the advice that Paul gives to a young pastor in 1 Timothy 6:10: "For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some people, eager for money, have wandered from the faith and pierced themselves with many griefs."
Hear that church? How many pastors have built a foundation of "You give to me to get from God but I keep the money for myself" for a ministry? How many people see a big church, a big building, big programs and a big budget and say, "Wow! That church is blessed?" Is it?
If we follow Him, we follow Him! Look how Jesus lived: He trusted in God's provision every day of His life.
We don't rationalize our greedy grabbing because somehow God is limited in His resources. We look at money as a blessing to pass on to others, and not see it as an end in itself. Yes, God is delighted when we are delighted, but He is aggrieved when we focus on the gift, and not the Gift-Giver.
Paul learned this: "But I rejoiced in the Lord greatly that now at last your care for me has flourished again; though you surely did care, but you lacked opportunity. Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content: I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." (Phil. 4:10-13)
Greed is a stronghold starter because it keeps the focus on us and not on God. It causes us to trust ourselves; to look at God with reservations and not with total love and gratitude; and it causes strife in the church: "For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice." (James 3:16)
How many churches and ministries are ineffectual because behind the scenes, disorder and evil practices reign?
There is no "I" in Jesus. There is "us." You and me. Jesus and us. We are His body. He loves us and nothing on this earth can ever replace that: "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." (Phil. 4:6-7)
Here is where we stand when Satan casts aspersions on God's goodness and provision: "And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus." (Phil. 4:19)
Amen.
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