Where To Now?

In studying Jonah, you probably noticed that we did not get a nice, tidy “Hollywood ending.” Jonah didn’t pull it together at the last minute. He didn’t become the strong man of God and strode mightily back into Nineveh. We don’t get to catch a glimpse of him as the Mighty Prophet of God admonishing the people about God’s righteousness. No, we see God having the last word, and we will never know Jonah’s reaction.

Kind of like real life, huh?

We don’t always get a Hollywood ending ourselves. We slip back. We have to relearn again and again about the grace of God. We pray and sometimes we receive answers. Sometimes we receive what we perceive as inadequate answers.

It may take years for His fruit to be evident in our lives.

Sometimes we drown in self-pity. We get bored with ourselves, and we go out and create some new chaos in our lives, to add to the chaos that we were running from in the first place.

We try to repent, only to fall prey to the sin again. And again.

Let Jonah inspire you. He was truly a work in progress. God certainly wasn’t finished with him by the end of the story. He is certainly not done with you or me either.

What is directing our lives? Is it our fear or our faith? Sometimes we have to consciously choose faith. If we just left our choice up to how we feel, fear will probably win out.

Sometimes our fear is a really a deep belief that at some point evil will come and overtake us, and we can’t escape. We will not be hucked up on shore somewhere, praising God and picking seaweed out of our hair. We will slowly be digested in that dark place, disappearing molecule by molecule until there is nothing left.

Jesus calls to us and says, “Take heart! I have overcome the world.” What did He overcome? Fear. Death. Loneliness. Isolation. Rejection. We follow Him, and He leads by example. Even when we are in the dark, He is still leading.

In Psalm 22, David writes from the darkest place imaginable: he is in tremendous pain, suffering and is beset by fear. He starts out with the most anguished cry imaginable: “My God, my God, why have You forsaken me?” When you are in the depths of despair, consider praying this psalm. Jesus did. When He was hanging on the cross, He prayed the first lines from this psalm. He drew comfort from the words, because He knew the whole psalm, and the hopeful message it contained. You can as well.

We left Jonah standing there in that desert, listening to God. Perhaps, later in his life, Jonah hit the road of faith and stayed on it.

Psalm 22 shows us the path that David took from fear to faith. This psalm gave comfort to Jesus. My prayer is it will comfort you as you make your way from fear to faith.

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from saving me,
so far from my cries of anguish?
My God, I cry out by day, but you do not answer, by night, but I find no rest.

David is being utterly honest here. He is crying out, day and night, but feels God is not hearing him. How often have you faced a time when you cried out to God, and feared He was not listening? Maybe that time is now. But, keep walking. David does.

Yet you are enthroned as the Holy One;
you are the one Israel praises.
In you our ancestors put their trust;
they trusted and you delivered them.
To you they cried out and were saved;
in you they trusted and were not put to shame.

David remembers how faithful God was in the past to His people. How, when His people praise Him, there He dwells. David reflects on the many times God heard His people cry and delivered them. David is remembering the past so he can face the present. Think back: How many times has God delivered you? He has shown Himself to be faithful in the past; His character never changes. Thus, His faithfulness then is His faithfulness now.

But I am a worm and not a man,
scorned by everyone, despised by the people.
All who see me mock me;
they hurl insults, shaking their heads.
“He trusts in the Lord,” they say,
“let the Lord rescue him.
Let him deliver him,
since he delights in him.”

You can see why this psalm so resonated with Jesus. As He hung there on the cross, people mocked Him and taunted Him that if He were truly who He claimed to be, why wasn’t God delivering Him? The same with David and us. People look at our faith and wonder why isn’t God quickly delivering us? We begin to wonder if something is wrong about us. But David addresses that next.

Yet you brought me out of the womb;
you made me trust in you, even at my mother’s breast.
From birth I was cast on you;
from my mother’s womb you have been my God.

Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.

David proclaims that the Lord has been with him from the very beginning of his life. Why would God abandon him now? David feels alone with no one to help him. But, if God delivered him at birth, why wouldn’t God deliver him now from his trouble? God has been with you along. He knew you and loved you before the foundation of the world. He has not forsaken you even with trouble so near and overwhelming fear engulfing you.

Many bulls surround me;
strong bulls of Bashan encircle me.
Roaring lions that tear their prey
open their mouths wide against me.
I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint.
My heart has turned to wax;
it has melted within me.
My mouth is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to the roof of my mouth;
you lay me in the dust of death.

Dogs surround me,
a pack of villains encircles me;
they pierce my hands and my feet.
All my bones are on display;
people stare and gloat over me.
They divide my clothes among them
and cast lots for my garment.

But you, Lord, do not be far from me.
You are my strength; come quickly to help me.

Jesus faced terror as He hung on the cross: the terror of pain, suffering, rejection and scorn. The physical pain was excruciating, but the mental pain was utterly overwhelming. Sometimes it is the pain we are suffering from within that leaves us the most devastated. The body’s wounds may heal, but the pain in our heart takes our breath away. Although David did not suffer upon a cross, the pain in his soul left him shattered.

Deliver me from the sword,
my precious life from the power of the dogs.
Rescue me from the mouth of the lions;
save me from the horns of the wild oxen.

I will declare your name to my people;
in the assembly I will praise you.
You who fear the Lord, praise him!
All you descendants of Jacob, honor him!
Revere him, all you descendants of Israel!
For he has not despised or scorned
the suffering of the afflicted one;
he has not hidden his face from him
but has listened to his cry for help.

David shifts his attention away from pain and fear’s attacks and starts praising the Lord. He knows he can’t deliver himself; he knows only the Lord can and so even in the midst of his suffering, he praises the Lord. The shift is in perspective for David and for us. If we focus solely on our suffering, it crowds out everything from view. If we focus on the Lord and how mighty He is, now our suffering is being compared to His greatness. Our suffering begins to lose its greatness. Our horizon expands in hope as we praise the Lord. David knows that God is not scorning him but listening to his cry. He is drawing hope and comfort from that. Jesus hears your every cry and holds your every tear.

From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly;
before those who fear you I will fulfill my vows.
The poor will eat and be satisfied;
those who seek the Lord will praise him—
may your hearts live forever!

All the ends of the earth
will remember and turn to the Lord,
and all the families of the nations
will bow down before him,
for dominion belongs to the Lord
and he rules over the nations.

Wow! David’s praise has widened his viewpoint even more. He now celebrates how the Lord is Lord over all. God is good to each person and to each nation that calls upon His name in faith. Those who have suffered will be filled with His Bread and be satisfied. Who is that Bread? The Son of God, Jesus Christ. Upon accepting Him in our heart, we have forgiveness and hope. He has delivered us from sin by His death on the cross, and now He wants to deliver us from the emptiness and hopelessness that is in the world.

All the rich of the earth will feast and worship;
all who go down to the dust will kneel before him—
those who cannot keep themselves alive.
Posterity will serve him;
future generations will be told about the Lord.
They will proclaim his righteousness,
declaring to a people yet unborn:
He has done it!

Even death cannot separate us from the love of God. The cross where Jesus paid our debt allows us to boldly go in to God’s presence to find help in our crisis. God’s faithfulness to us will be celebrated by those who come after us. Our lives, our suffering, our victory becomes part of a larger story: His Story. Even death will not silence the praises of those who live in Him. The empty tomb shouts victory for us as we walk in faith. If your pain is the darkness of Friday, remember, the light of Sunday morning is coming. Trust Him to carry you through.

David starts in anguish and pain. He moves into a place where he basks in the knowledge of God’s love and goodness. He stands on the promise that God “has done it!”

We need to stand on that promise as well. We stand on the Rock: Jesus Christ Himself, Who dwells in our hearts. The journey from fear to faith is paved with heart-felt and honest prayer, time in His Word and walking every day, holding His nail-scarred hand and trusting every step is in His keeping.